Choti se aaasha(yie) ;-P

Other day I had been to a BIG, page 3 kind of party ..... a big hotel; lots of big ( financially ) ppl; lots of food; lots of drinks ........ so to say there was everything that money could buy. But the question is did I really enjoy it????? ....... naaaah .... bilkul nahi.

I find such parties very boring indeed where ppl dress up; talk; walk; eat ..... just to impress ..... and I know myself how I hate being in such parties for I believe

" Life is to EXPRESS not to IMPRESS "

Sometimes I feel I am alien in this world full of people just there to impress; for ...... I believe in "Doing what I want, Being who I am, Saying what I feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter, don't mind. "
And for me happiness and joy lies in small things ..... may sound silly to many ...... but yet for me happiness lies in small things :-) ....kya kare "dil hai chotisi ...chooti si aasha!!!"

I love to steal a kiss from a sleeping baby
I love to make faces and be a kid among kids
I love to walk a long way through sea shores
I love to walk on the hari-bhari grass carpet hand-in-hand with my soul mate ( one can sense the secured feeling in such walks .... i can remember how my parents used to walk holding my hands ....... hmmmm just the thought of it makes me soooo secured !!)
I love munching road-side gool gappas ( no limits :-D )
I love watching the stars during night ( can spend the whole night doing that )
I love being loved, cuddled, fondled, pampered ( to cut short I love to be treated as a kid )
I love to stand by, feel and smell the frangrance of the first rain ( smell of the mud )
I love to dance in the rain ( ofcourse no one should be around ;-) )
I love to have cold coffee with vanilla ice-cream ( yummy! my mouth is watering )
I love to go on loooooooooooooooong drives
I love the hug from the loved ones when its absolutely necessary
I love to enjoy the nature
I love trying new dishes for the loved ones ( though not a good cook :-P )
Sometimes I love my solitude
I love having the glimps of photo albums and autographs (woww! good old days )
I love music ( what kind really depends on my mood )
I love speaking my heart out to someone every clooooooose
I love surpirises ( thought I have not got any of late :-( )
I love reading something which drives by blues off
I love lying on the laps of loved ones
I love to write many more things about what I love ......... but may really feel short of space here ;-) heheheeee ........

"Life can give u a hundred reasons to cry, But u can give life a thousand reasons to smile."

Keep smiling ...... got to get back to work ...... catch ya later ..... byeeee

BALANCING .... an art !!! Is this art mandatory ???

I remember my friends who used to say life has not done justice to them !!!!
I was reading something and I could recollect the very same words I used to listen from them :

"No matter how hard you try; sometimes you cant balance life........

The person you miss; may not miss you as much as you do.
The person you love; may not love you as much as you do.
The person who means everything for you; for him you may not mean as much as he does for you."

And it used to sound non-sense for me then :-D ......... but today I can feel the depth of it!!! I used to laugh at them; today I feel like laughing at myself. I feel life has taken one full turn to make me realize with what feeling(s) these words used to pop out form the transmitter :-) There is so much of pain involved in it.

hmmmm why is it not as easy as concluding LHS (left hand side) = RHS (right hand side) as in a mathematical equation or chemical equation ????

Yes, it indeed is not easy at all !!! Because in life, unlike mathematical equation or chemical equation, I can work only on one side of the equation; the other side has to come from other end, and i am helpless about the other end :-(

My first interaction with the person I fell in love was explosive. But as time passed by there was miss-match in the wavelength, leave alone that, the direction of waves were opposite :-)
I hopped from one compromise to other, each time being bitterly disappointed when my knight in shining amour turned out to be the opposite of what I expected and wanted. Finally, I decided that the elusive emotion of love wasn’t meant for me and I reconciled myself to the fact that "Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance."

But still sometimes I am caught in the whirlpool of questions seeking for answers ..... sigh!!!
--- Is it really necessary for the equation to be balanced in life ??? ....life has to be an eauation is it??? cant it be just a statement where there is no balancing needed!!!
--- Is it necessary for waves to be in the same direction ??? .....after all opposite attracts !!!
--- Is it really necessary for the wavelengths to match ??? .....after all every person has his/her individuality !!!

PREETH KE SAATH REETH !!!
......... Emotions forever


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Sooraj ki kirane aate hi, aur unke muskuraate hi, Shuru hoogi din meri.
Aur phir woh Sooraj dhartike ke aangan mai, yeh mere sooraj mere maathe ke maang mai.






Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Pehanke dil ki hatkadi, Har rooz rahungi unki intezaar mai , es paar khadi.
Mera sajnaa unke liye, Unki negaaye mere liye, Aakhir mai tehari unki pari.


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Agar ho unka saath, aajaayein zindagi mai andhera ghanaaa, Phir bhi na hoone denge hamare pyaar ko fanhaa.
Pyaar ki shamaa jalaake rakhenge, Andheroin ko humaare pyaar se darna sikhalaadenge.


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Khaamoshiyon ki zubaan unko bhi sikhalaa denge,
Aankho hi aankho mai baatein manwaa bhi lenge.


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Manzil mili unko paake,
Meri khushiyon ka ehsaaz dilwaadu subko.
Meri dosti jo unko hardham raakhe,
kaise milpaaye woh dard ko.


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......


Dil ki raaho mai, Preeth ke saath, sur aur taal melaate melaate,
Unheeka saath maangungi janam janam, antim yaatra mai chalte chalte.


Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge
Ki unke hooto mai meraa hi naam baar baar aayenge
Preeth ke saath aisa reeth nebhaayenge.......

dedicated with lots of love to my husband to be, on the eve of my engagement

DEADLOCK ... Wishing I had or wishing I had not ... ???

Sometimes when I rest back to relax, there is always a flash back running in

the mind; which is sometimes good with aaaha memories and sometimes drives me crazy !!!!

Many a times I feel I must have done this ......hmmmm must not have done that ..... it should have been this way ........ why did it go that way ............ and and annnnnnd if I continue, I will surely fall short of space listing the dos and donts .........ha haaa.

Fascinatingly, sometimes its only the words or silence that catch my attention. Did you read it wrong .....hmmmm certainly no!!! I meant "words" and "silence" only ........yeah!!!!

I wonder what hurts more; saying something and wishing I had not; or saying nothing and wishing I had ????

When I think of this there are 2 things that come into my mind :

1. Speak less to the people whom you like the most…
Because if they can’t understand your silence
They can never understand your words…

2. Trouble is part of your life.

If you dont speak out and share it,

You dont give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.

Now, both the statements are correct in their claims ....... but they are forming a deadlock for me to decide on my earlier question ....... isnt it ?????

what say ............ hmmmmm ??????

Finally U for Me .......... Muskaan !!!!

Every writer looks for a hook. A hook with which she/he can grab the reader's attention and hence continue reading. Here’s my hook
"MUSKAAN............................. :-)"

It seems as if it was sterday but I have lived a loooooooooooot between sterday and 2day. It gives me immense pleasure to - take you to the journey of My sterday, make u feel My 2day and expect the guidance from u for My 2moro ...... but all with a MUSKAAN.

This ever-smiling, fun-loving, morally-weighed, emotinally- weak cuty pie's name should otherwise have been MUSKAAN, no probs, i call myself MUSKAAN, so can u ;-P

It has been a loong time since i decided to create a blog for self where i can scribble what comes to mind and get the feed back of unknown friends. I feel its easier, safer and convinient to express looots of feeling, could be ups or downs that we undergo, to some unknown than to a known one ....what say??????? YES!!!! it indeed is; and thatz Y i am here !!!!!

As far as having u unknown friends in my blogs is concerned ....... Somethings r better expressed in silence as it holds more meaning than words........ So I am just :-)ing and :-)ing

"Treat me like an angel and I'll be your lil' devil." ..... MUSKAAN